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birthdays and what not

2009-06-30T02:53:38Z

Happy Birthday Rain!!!
생일축아해~!
I was just recalling the entry I posted last year for Mr Hotness.. I included lots of pictures I think?
I should do a tribute some day. When I have a lil more time on hand.
And post my collection of 비 pictures. Which is a really scary amount ahaha!
But I haven't been searching for much of his pictures... What a bad fan I am! :'(
Shall attempt to be a better fan, seriously unfamiliar with his life and schedules at the moment.
But I did hear that his combined fashion show and concert was fantastic! I'm so happy for you my baby boo!
I'm so gonna buy Six to Five items and visit Junsu's pizza store when in Korea! Liling! We so have to get our pretty asses to 서울.

Not much has been happening in my life, but I attended yoga classes at True Yoga yesterday and on Tuesday.
I must say its quite a workout for my muscles, considering how stiff they are. Office work is seriously an occupational hazard, argh!
I guess I'm pretty much settled on the idea of joining True Yoga. But I hope I'll be able to stick to the strict regimen of going at least twice a week. If not, I'll just be wasting money...

Apples & Sultanas

2009-06-18T09:54:58Z

I'm addicted to Sunbeam's apples and sultanas at the moment. Great for snacking on, makes me feel less guilty about my calorie intake too. Lol. This is really random but I just wanted to keep this journal alive. :D
Deon, I've been thinking about you more recently nowadays. Not in a weird way, but more like in a reminiscent sort of way. Thanks for being such a great friend though you're often MIA. I think I'll really miss you badly when you leave for Melbourne. I wish we could have been closer friends, but I guess some restrictions lie in our way so our circumstances are as such. Nevertheless, I wish you the very best in your studies and hope that we will remain friends till the end.

when you feel like nobody cares

2009-06-12T15:53:29Z

Lately I've been feeling really moody, like I'm on an emotional roller-coaster ride.
Dear God, send me a sign.
Let me feel like I'm loved, not some plain Jane who will never stand out in life.
I'm not exactly an extrovert, but what's wrong with being quiet and shy?
Has that characteristic gone completely out of fashion?
Just let me know someone cares Lord. I know you do, but someone in the form of a human. Someone who truly values me for who I am.

The More Important Things in Life*

2009-06-11T10:18:10Z

I really feel quite frustrated that I'm working most of the time...
I wish I could bum around for abit... I mean school's starting again for me soon, really want a break!
Hope Liling and I will be able to go to Korea. Oh man, that mean H1N1 and 38th parallel tension is really spoiling my plans.

Sometimes I really wonder if slogging my guts out like that is really worth my while. Living a more God-centred life is more important and spiritually enriching right? RIGHT? I need to resign, like NOW!

On a side note, some people at my office are driving me nuts. Just screw yourself. Stop giving me bad attitude. Take a good look at yourself before you start killing me with your bad breath!

this journal is coming alive

2009-05-08T09:32:00Z

Oh man, I'm seriously such a lazy brat...
My journal's been dead for so long.
I shall attempt to update more often...
Let's see, recently my life hasn't been very eventful..
The usual working life.
Bum stuck to the chair for 8 hours or so and then its home sweet home or out to town for fun (absolute necessity).
I feel like just bumming around sometimes...
There are times when I feel like I overworked myself, like moments when I feel like tearing my hair out.
Or swearing at the person irritating me... Good times indeed... Ack.
Okay shall update about the exciting Albirex Niigata matches I've been to in my next post.
Probably the next-most-exciting thing happening in my life.
I'm such a boring person. -sobs*

after such a long time...

2009-02-13T09:01:27Z

yay i'm still alive after IB exams...
omg i left this cute blog idle for so long!
gotta start updating about my ~~oh-so-exciting (not)~~ life.

생일축하합나다~!!!

2008-06-25T13:17:14Z

비오빠~ 사랑해! <3
Happy Birthday Rain!
생일축하합나다~!!!

You're my first love and I'll remember you in my heart, for as long as I live...

Long before the mountains came to be...

Please take care of yourself...
You're awesome and I wish you all the best in whatever you do.
I'm rooting for you and I'll always remember you in my prayers.
Pretty boy, stay fly!

my favourite shot!

You're so fly, you blow my mind~!
ILOVEYOU.

simple pleasures...

2008-06-11T13:12:39Z

Hmm, life hasn't gotten any more interesting...
BUT
I got a new penpal and I'm quite elated to be able to correspond with someone not under the same killer education system as myself...
haha!
I really hope I can do well for my common tests...
I'm trying to study but its hard cos I get distracted very easily.
One paragraph and I start looking at the sky. Then the motorbike speeding away downstairs-
Argh... I'm struggling but I'll survive! Just watch me!

On a side note, I picked up Haruki Murakami's After Dark...
Its growing on me and I can't help but love his works!
He makes me feel alive after reading!

Another thing, why do I find myself so distant from everyone?
I'm beginning to feel that studying has made me grow anti-social..
~~eew gen, get out more often and make new friends!~~
I'm starting to enjoy dwelling in my hole-in-the-wall of a living room.

And I'm beginning to lose control over the pervert in me!!!
Omg I can't stop staring at pictures of cute guys on the net.
Here's one hahaha!

I hope the guy doesn't find out...
-giggles*

yayness!

2008-05-21T10:10:06Z

Yay! A package arrived for me today! Thanks mom!
I'm so glad my candy sugar bag came after almost a month of waiting.
I was painfully anticipating its arrival and i finally got it!!!

on a side note, i really hate myself when i'm pms-ing.
seriously, i should take sarah's advice and eat cod liver oil like every day.
no, make that every hour.
I'm in serious need of balancing my hormonal level.
I keep getting emotional over nothing.
I almost cried watching the 'promo' video for the Sichuan earthquake in school today though it was just a short clip to appeal to us for donations.
lol. AND i feel so so mean for getting mad at R today.. like WHAT THE HELL GEN.
I mean I am so petty and annoying i hate itttttttttttt.

If ever i get shortlisted for an interview with any university's medical faculty and they ask a question like, "Why do you want to be a doctor?"

I know what my answer will be: "To treat my own pms-ing condition and find a cure for it for those who suffer from such hormonal changes."

oh man, and life in school isn't all that great.
i feel so disillusioned... only Junsu never lets me down... (^.^)v

weakness

2008-05-18T15:40:59Z

guys with some sad background.
what the hell, gen!

Tell Me - WonderGirls

2008-05-16T19:03:58Z

OMG its 3am now and I'm freaking watching videos on youtube LOL.
So gotta watch this:

kaimono, kaisha...

2008-05-16T15:25:56Z

FIRST JAPANESE LESSON

1. Never expect cute guys in your Japanese Language. They all turn out to be working adults ~~probably with a fetish for AV Japanese girls~~. (Otakus who spend most of their time in front of the computer with nothing to do, so they serve porn. Serious.)

2. Sit close to the sensei and become teacher's pet. (Sylvia and I were successful in doing that. -laughs)

3. Go to class early in order to get the best seats, if not you might end up sitting next to someone irritating. (Sylvia, let's not sit next to otaku next week.)

Overall, the first lesson was cool. Tatai sensei was ever so patient and cute. <3

Okay, that's all for now.
Gotta work on my Business IA now...

flowers, friends and romance

2008-05-01T11:11:05Z

okay, so here's my first post.
i'm not really used to blogging but i guess it won't hurt to start.

right now, i'm feeling kinda left out and sad. omg i'm sucha loser.
i don't know why my really good friends are so ______.
i feel so left out ever since they hooked up with HC guys.
i don't get it seriously. can't they balance their blooming romance with their friendship????!!!!
i'm not being bitter but it just upsets me to see that i don't seem as important anymore.
just yesterday, my friend A smsed me to remind me to go for her dance performance.
and i was like 'yay! of course i'll go'.
see, i'm happy and excited for her.
and yet when i asked if she was free to talk, she thought some bad thing happened to me.
i mean THANKS for your concern, but i don't exactly turn to you only because something unfortunate happened.
i genuinely wanted to talk to you that's why i asked. and her reply was summat about being with YX.
so she said she'll call me when she gets home.
but as you can guess, she didn't...
sigh-. so much for BFF. -pfft.

AND just now, i asked my other friend, X, how she's getting to NUS for the performance.
she said she doesn't know either and i thought we could meet up to get there together.
so she said she could, but she'll be meeting C, her boyfriend, first.
i'm okay with that, but it just made me feel so excluded.
and the worst part: she asked if we should get A anything.
so i thought blue roses would be nice since A loves them.
"but i think she would prefer if YX got them for her instead. haha."
fine whatever, friends CAN'T give friends flowers. oh joy.